Uncertainty street

It's been 5 days since my last blog and it's been 5 days of this new road my MS has put me on. Uncertainty street will be the chosen name of this road. I've gone with this because I've felt nothing but uncertainty recently, everything has been doing it's own thing, my nerves must be …

Do you tell anyone how you REALLY feel?

Today I spoke to a friend and I realised how unhappy I actually am with a lot in my life. It mainly comes down to feeling alone with this MS. I had a small circle of friends and that has slowly got smaller, I'd say I have 2 friends now. Except they don't look into …

I hate snow days

It's a freezing morning, the grass is white and I feel the cold through my bones. The sun is shining bright, I squint, making the line in my forehead more prominent! This cold alters my feelings, this cold makes me want to stay in my house. Get me out of here, somewhere warm, where the …

Why isit we only highlight independent women?

I am all for independent women. The hard work and constant strength they show I commend but I am not an independent woman and I'm fine with that. I am proud of the man I have in my life, I am grateful that I am not expected to be independent and I am blessed to …

Today…

Today Is now Today is happening whether we want it or not Today people will struggle Today there will be pain Today is yours Today be kind Today just smile Today is mine, I will forever be grateful because I have this day. Today will never come again so today I will stand strong Today …

Mystery Blogger Award

MYSTERY BLOGGER AWARD So what are the rules? • Put the award logo/image on your blog. Check. • List the rules. • Thank whoever nominated you and provide a link to their blog. • Mention the creator of the award and provide a link as well. • Tell your readers 3 things about yourself. See …

Hi, I’m Negative Nancy

Have you heard the news? I have MS *shock, horror* Okay so that's me amusing myself because I've mentioned it so many times here and It has led me to think I seem to moan a lot about it. The truth is MS is hard, it is a struggle. But this is my struggle and …

A message to my brother

I sit here with tears in my eyes thinking about you. You are going through a hard time Cancer is the worse and I wish I could take your pain away. It breaks my heart to see you suffering. You think I'm a nag and I want you to be in the hospital, this is …

Where do I find the answers?

I will say it for the millionth time, I have MS. Is it normal to tell everybody who I have a conversation with? Why do I do that? I definitely don't want their sympathy nor do I want their lack of understanding or to even have to explain what MS is. I've been wondering why …

How does MS affect your life??

This is a question I wish people cared enough to ask. This would help you to help me but instead this question is avoided. Day in and day out I'm struggling. I experience pain I can't even explain. When I say my legs are rubbish it's because my legs don't work properly, all day everyday …